working at a sports bar and grill.
First conversations with new employees revolve around… you guessed it. sports.
more specifically, favorites.
most specifically nfl favorites.
I contributed nothing to the conversations.
Had I told them why I ~like* the teams I do, it would’ve gone something like this:
The ravens because of all time low.
The panthers because of parents, and well NC, obv.
The colts because I like ponies.
The bills because of Kyle.
The redskins because of a vintage hoodie my dad gave me, that I love.
and the jaguars because cat.
Can I at least get cool points for knowing teams? no? ok.
+military, shot, married, beaten, no one cares, bipolar, knocked up, depression, girl gone wild, no one fucking likes you, lesbian, gay, whore, nerd, dead, who the fuck are those two.
I’m going to get a dog.
because I don’t know how many more nights I will survive falling asleep to the cold other side of the bed.
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my face still inevitably flashes bright red thinking about what happens at 2:53.
LOL, I LOVE SPARKS THE RESCUE SO FUCKING MUCH.
trying to find the positive in my day without hit the lights.
~Going to the job orientation I was planning on skipping to go to the show.
My car messing up this morning was karma, and I know it. ugh.
fuck my car.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
God hates me.
+So why the sudden change and what’s this all about? I know they speak your name, but where’s the sound right now? I can’t stop praying you’ll hear me play. I know that I’ll be with you there someday.
So where the hell’s my hope, and why can’t I just try? You know I’ve lost a lot, but I won’t let this die. I know I’ve got a friend up in the atmosphere, and another reason not to fear the sky; no, not tonight.
All Time Low Cover Aladdin
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All Time Low performed in Newcastle, UK on January 18th. You can check out the band playing “A Whole New World” from Disney’s Aladdin below by clicking “Read More.”
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH RYAN AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH (((((((: (((((((: ((((((: ((((((((:
little kramer is happy kramer.
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